Grump.

time for a good ol' grump.

I'm grumpy becuase im due next week. im grumpy because FIL has decided he wants to do up his old bomb of a car. its a good car, but the body in its giving up the ghost and he cant quite grasp that. DH is over there fixing it because FIL is getting older now (72) and its catching up with him. so DH is bogging, sanding,shaping and then at some point re-spraying the ass end of the car. yay. NOT. he says he'll be home by 1pm but i doubt it. FIL will find something *else* wrong with the car and ask for help. which DH will - and i understand its his father and all, but it ticks me off becuase if i say NO STAY HOME then i'm the bad guy. FIL has three cars. TWO datbats. and a commondoor. and the common door has TWO FRIGGIN HORNS ON IT. why? i have no idea. one doesn't even friggin work. maybe it makes FIL feel big as his driving has seen much, much better days. he's the type who'll BRAKE at a green like JIC it goes amber. eather inicates far, far too early - while travling so far below the speed limit a copper could WALK UP and fine him. never mind pulling him over. *hmmph*

i'm grumpy becuase after 3 weeks of fairly bad sleep its caught up with me. but DH still has the balls to tell me he's "really stuffed" after a FULL NIGHTS sleep and getting up at 7am. mmm noice. or how "sick" he is. yet tells me he feels bad for not doing enough. YET when DJ is up and about in the morning will only "get up" when i'm just about to - as in blankets off. mmm why not just DO IT BEFORE THAT POINT? which is a little annoing at times.

i know it'll get harder with two babies. but hey. maybe then DH will understand something. its not easy, but its worth it!